ahh the choices for life

I just dont get it sometimes... why do we have so many choices?

sometimes i just wish god would point out bluntly what i should do, who i should marry, what college to go to.

it gets irritating sometimes not knowing whats going to happen in my life.

he tells me he loves me but ughh we cant be together right now. its soo irritating and i hate that she is always rubbing it in my face. one of these days when that boy puts a ring on my finger im going to hit her so hard that it leaves a mark she will always remember baha

sooooooooo happy

he said im his sweet special girl!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

<3

AMAZZIINNGGG SHOOPPING TODAY!!!!

Today i went to kohls and bought 7 new shirts and a new dress for only 20 $$ total today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

how amazing is that????

abdominal migraines

so the dr. said i most likely have abdominal migraines and this is what that means


Abdominal migraine, to put it as simply as possible, is involves pain in the abdomen, even when there's no headache. Typically, the pain lasts about two hours, but anywhere from 1-72 hours. Between attacks, things are fine. Sometimes there are other symptoms, such as nausea and/or vomiting, sensitivity to light, irritability, diarrhea, loss of appetite, headache (though not always) or the patient may become flushed or pale. Sometimes there are dark shadows under the eyes.

Abdominal migraine is very rare in adults. Most patients are children, especially those between the ages of 5 and 9. The child may be much younger than that - it's hard to know because children may not be able to express how they feel.

goin to the Dr. yet again

Today im going to the G.I. specialist and in english that means its a special upper stomach dr. lol. i've had stomach pains for about 2 years now. i have missed about 16 days of school this semester.
im really not happy about going to this dr. they might scope my stomach which only freaks me out a whole lot
were going to have them check me for crones disease.... im not sure what it really is but it must not be good if its some kind of disease
im sure today will go just fine though

i will let u all know what happens as soon as i get home

love is the slowest form of suicide

wow this boy makes me crazy! i love him soo much

Marriage???

So me and my man were talkin the other night and ahh he said he wants to spend the rest of his life with me!!! what he wants cant happen right now... bc were too young and plus there are some things in the way of that too.
i cant wait for..............

ahh love is both amazing and horrible at the same time haha

i love that boy so much