the break up

so my parents split up, and me and my dad are now living in cedar city utah
a lot of things are happening fast and to be honest i dont really know how i feel
i have a lot of anger, depression and confusion and its building up and i feel bad for the person who is going to piss me off because im a bomb waiting to explode.
so cedar city is a little po dunk redneck town haha. they have one walmart, and NO MALL what am i going to do.
my great uncle gwaine lives here and so sunday i went to his ward and the sunday school class im in there are 9 kids in..... did i mention they are all boys! haha typical huh lol
and im pretty much the only active laurel but in sunday school it was funny i was asking the guys if they were going to the stake dance this saturday and they all stopped and looked at me and said well are u going??? and i was like do i have to and they all like freaked and said i had and they made me promise them i would go haha. i told them it would be weird cause i dont know anyone and i would be sitting there all by myself and they all jumped on the opportunity and they all said they would stay with me the whole dance. it was hilariouss and i was asking them what they do for fun out here and they sat there and told me and they told me next time they do anything they would love for me to hang out with them. they were all like drooling over me it was soooo funny

i start my senior year of high school i think august 14th....ughhh not excited. but the sooner i get started the sooner it will be over and then i will move back to iowa and be with the people who love me for who i am

i want everyone who reads this to know i love them with all my heart and that each of you have individually made the largest impact in my life and i need ur love and friendship now more than ever!