You know i have always been taught that heavenly father gives us trials we can handle. well the one im trying to crawl my way through i just dont know if i can handle it.
i was given the option of moving back to iowa. its like satan is toying with the thing i hold most dear to me. the people i love the most (other than mom and tanner) live there. Ughh i dont know what to do. i pray everyday for me to go back to iowa to live there and its like just cause things are bad right now i cant tell if heavenly father is trying to tell GO BACK TO IOWA RIGHT NOW or if satan is like well her life is hell lets just mess with her a little more.
I dont want to live with either of my parents. since im living with my dad i feel horrible bc my mom and bro probably feel like i just ran out on them. its not the case at all. i had a feeling i should go with my dad and so i did.
IM SICK OF BEING HURT, IM SICK OF CRYING, IM SICK OF BEING SOO ANGRY WITH EVERYONE AND EVERYTHING. im sick of being let down
and im really sick of being alone, feeling like no one in the world cares about me. i just dont know what to do anymore.
im at the final end of the road.....
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aw chelsey well im glad your here:) and i know its hard sometimes but you can get through it. have you ever thought about moving back in with your mom
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